Puzzle of my life #3

While the fate did not go as planned, but I have been did the very best of me, I even being in pain with bloody.

While I am not received what I am striving for not because I'm not deserve, it just perhaps God wants me to be a sincere person.

I'm just feeling so exhausted

Maybe because there is any hope within me so that I felt dissapointed

I am not a strong person as i look like outside, sometimes I can't bear weary and pain inside

So I am sorry if  I makes you uncomfortable just a few hours or even one day, when I look like I am so quite or I am not in a good mood, Inside of me striving my best to overcome emotion or sadness in me so please don't ask me, don't ask me to smile or questioning me why..

Please don't ask me why..

It would be makes my heart in pain even more...

I'm not a person who can cover up what is in my heart or my mind..

I'm just can't lying to myself..

Because you don't feel what i'm feel..

So please ....

Just stay still...

Please waiting until I overcome these feeling...

Please...